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"> Name's LEAH SHANESSE. I'm a christian. Loves God, my friends and my Family. I play the piano, and I also love to sing. And, I just love being myself. be blessed! ((:

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2nd Semester. :)))
Written at Sunday, December 5, 2010 | back to top

YEY !!
2nd Semester is here already. :D

But sad to say,
It seems like we started this sem in a totally wrong foot. :(
kasi naman, we already had our prelim examination.
But the result was very very disappointing. :/

AND I HATE IT SO MUCH !! >.<

I'm gonna do better this coming midterm.
I will because I have to. HWAITING !!!!

Ciao. Bye for now.
I still have a class kasi. :D :)))
after 1000 years. LOL. :D
Written at Thursday, August 26, 2010 | back to top

woah. o_O

I thought this has been deactivated.
hahaha. :)) It's actually still alive. WOW.

Oh well .. since I came by, I'm gonna have use this opportunity
to say thank you to my sponsors. CHAROT. :]] kidding.

hmm .. let's see.
after blank months of not updating my blog ..
of course, many MANY things happened already.

I'm now officially a college student of a medical school,
studying Bachelor of Science in Nursing. ^___^V
(i so love saying that. hahaha! It makes me so proud. LOL)

first sem's not that easy.
although sometimes we just don't take it seriously. :P
we're stubborn. I KNOW. hahaha.

I got to meet bunch of interesting new friends ..
and 2 best friends. their names are Jessa Lyn & Tasneem.
And I sooooo love them. They do love me too, they should. CHOS !!
hahaha. joke .. of course they do. they tell me & make me feel it. :]

and well..
there's always one thing that we cannot,
I repeat .. CANNOT avoid not getting involve of.
crushes, love, hurt, guilt and relationships. Am I right? or right? :D

so technically ..
there's this one guy, that did not caught my attention at first.
But now, I don't know. let's just say it like this ..


he's become the apple of my eye. >.<


I know. It sucks.
I don't even know why I like him.
well, except from the fact that he makes me laugh all the time, shows me how much he's concerned about me and the things that I do, makes me feel important, always treats me kindly, and giving me freebies (hahaha!).

At first, I thought that he was just being a good friend.
Because he does things like that to everyone. But then ..
the way he looks at me, holds my hand, talks to me, and tell me things .. wait, secrets. his secrets specifically, and even sings to me is so much different when he's with others.

My best friends noticed it first actually, not me.
hahahaha. I can be so insensitive at times you know. :P
so yeah, now that I'm starting to like him .. things began to change.

He's become cold.
It has been weeks that he never talked to me whenever I'm calling him.
He just looks at me, then walk straight as if I did not call him.

When we're in the same room ..
he acts as if I'm not there. And the worse part ..
He's beginning to do THINGS that he did to me before with the other girls now.
sucks, eh? tch.

He made me feel like I was just an experiment.
like, oh-kay .. I'll do these things to others also so they'll be nice to me.
And like me too, like what leah have felt with me.
like, DUH. user much? tss ..

I'm not a thing mehn.
So don't USE me .. Instead, TREAT me nicely.
And one more thing .. you may say that I'm bitter, but hell I don't care.

THAT girl that you're with right now? huh.
Do you really think she likes you? She's just using you, to show to her ex-boyfriend that she's with someone else. Even though she still loves that man and misses him so much. pathetic.
I think you guys are really meant for each other. You're both users.

oh well ..
just do what you wanna do. It's your life anyway.
But don't expect me to be there .. because you already told me without telling me that I'm nothing to you but just an experiment, a test, an hypothesis. Don't worry, I'm not gonna hold a grudge on you .. I'm not like that. I'll just watch you and still like you .. from afar. :(

*sigh* If only you see me the way I see you.
But sad to say, you already closed your heart for new love.
Just take care. And at least, remember that I was once a good friend to you.


Hindi mo lang talaga binigyan 'yun, ako ng halaga.
after soooo many years..
Written at Thursday, February 4, 2010 | back to top


I'm back! hahaha. :))
Finally, I got a chance to update my ever pretty blog.. CHOS! :D
hmm. Our computer has A LOT of virus.. again.
that's why I can't log in. tsk2.

oh anyway..
the results of the exam is still not available.
Gosh! it's been ages.. why are they doing this to us?
*ahem* *ahem* too much of the drama. HAHA!
*sigh* I miss school so much. I don't even know why. ^___^

nothing much happened this week.
just a bunch of frustrating events and some heartbreaking moments.
sooooo... nothing much really. :D JOKE! nyahaha.
see, this is the effect of eating too much banana. (I'm being like my dear now. :p)

0oh-kay. oh-kay.
I'm gonna stop now. BAYEEEEE! (bye) *waves* *toothy smile*
BLESSINGS! mwah! mwah! ingaterrsss. ^___^V




<3>liyah.
Christmas is coming! ^__^
Written at Thursday, December 10, 2009 | back to top

.I love Christmas!
awww. I love opening presents, receiving money
taking pictures!
and sometimes my cousins and I do caroling..
hmm.. I remember
the time when we earned 300 pesos for just one night. can you believe that? haha. that's A LOT of money for me.


and of course the family reunion. ((: (I love playing with my little cousins.)
and oh! the foooooddd. mmmm.. I LOVE TO EAT. hahaha!
well,, that's all for now. we're gonna eat na kasi (salamat, nag.tagalog din. :D)



bye everyone! stay blessed.
rain, rain go away! >.<
Written at Tuesday, November 24, 2009 | back to top


.it's raining.. again.
*sigh* I don't hate rain okay? it's just that.. it makes me feel so emo.
I don't know why, but I'm actually like this often times:

me, alone in my bedroom.. with the sound of the raindrops.
hugging my teddy bears. and listening to my fav. songs.
then suddenly.. I found myself reminiscing.

then all the feeling of loneliness and sadness is all coming back.
maybe I'm not yet ready to face the fact that I'm not with them and him anymore.
so I guess, the reason why I can't move on.. is because I still don't want to

and whenever I feel like this.. I pray.
leaving all my burdens to Him. -____-







see the effect of the rain to me?
I posted something like this just because of it.
LOL! haha. ^__^ enough of the drama.


be blessed everyone. mwah!


blah blah blah. :D
Written at Friday, November 20, 2009 | back to top

.gosh what a boring day.. as always.
*sigh* sittin', watching tv, practicing my piano lessons.. same routine.
I wanna go back to school na! :( I miss studying,, SERIOUSLY.
dati reklamo aco ng reklamo dahil sa kaka.aral tas ngaion..
nag.rereklamo paden naman kaso dahil na sa hindi co pag.pasok. nyahahaha!
I really am a certified reklamadora. :p ^^,


.well,
that's all folks! good night. be blessed! ^__^V






btw. ito ang nagawa ko sa ADOBE dahil sa sobrang boredom. :))





woooopsie!
P.S. (Pasingit na Sulat)
showing na NEW MOON! yayy!! ^^,
gotta watch it. haha!





<3
lots,,

leah. ^^,


Poem :)
Written at Friday, November 13, 2009 | back to top

okay. I'm really not so good at this stuff but whenever I feel sad or angry, I make poems just to say how or what I feel.. so uhmm. ito 'yung nagawa co. ^^


Do you know how it feels to be left?

It's more painful than saying goodbye,
much scary than being alone in the dark.
And way lonelier than being abandoned.

It's like waiting for someone that will
never be back; It's exhausting and confusing.

You cry, but no one's gonna wipe those
tears for you anymore.
you feel broke, but then again the pieces that would
complete you seems nowhere to be found.

And It sucks remembering those times
that you were both happy. Because It just reminds you
how those sweet little lies changed you life completely.



and there you have it. *sighs* 'til then.. godbye for now. :))